Time passes very fast. If anyone were to ask whether I enjoy my motherhood, my answer will be : I love & hate what I do now, despite the challenges & tough situations i face each day. I’ll strive to continually learn to be a better Mom each day, seeing my Melody grow up and develop, i’ve got to say it hasn’t been easy. She always challenge my authority, refuse my requests, ignore my questions, insisted her wants and test my limits, and when her wants are not met, she will show her unhappiness like whine, scream, cry even in public till i really so fed up. Frankly speaking, it has been emotionally and mentally draining for me. Sometimes i was thinking and feeling so awfully bad for having disciplined and raised my voice and even caned her, It’s like … if only I could be more patient and loving, or … if only I could wait a bit longer before I yelled at her. Sigh....

Anyway, All these has teach me so much lessons too. And in the end, I too am growing and learning a lot on how to become a better parent to my child. It’s part of life and living.