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♥ WELCOME.....

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Photobucket Hello! Welcome to my blog! My name is Laura & i'm a proud mummy of my only precious gal named Melody. As a mum of one, i would like to share through my writing, the up & down of motherhood as well as my happy & difficult moments...


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♥ melody's loves.

Kai-Kai
Cycling
Dancing
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♥ my friends.

baby brandon ♥
baby angel ♥
simply caleb ♥
baby jadon ♥


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We need DETERMINATION to pursuit our 'happyness'

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♥ chat-chat-chat



♥ memories.

remember August 2008
remember September 2008
remember October 2008
remember November 2008
remember December 2008
remember January 2009
remember February 2009
remember March 2009
remember April 2009
remember May 2009
remember June 2009
remember July 2009
remember August 2009
remember September 2009
remember October 2009
remember November 2009
remember December 2009
remember January 2010
remember February 2010
remember March 2010
remember April 2010
remember May 2010
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remember July 2010
remember August 2010
remember September 2010
remember November 2010
remember February 2011


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Saturday, October 31, 2009
♥ What's happening??

I'm not a good talker. Not a good conversationist. By default, I don't like to talk much. Sometimes I rather write.

If you know me personally, you'd probably be puzzled. Coz' I DO talk. A lot sometimes. And that is really because I make a conscious effort to make myself talk. Yes, it's a conscious effort.

But there will be times when I just can't keep my mouth shut. Especially these few days after I discovered a secret. A secret that threaten my personality and integrity. I have endured through the way. I’m frustrated. I’m confused. I need the true. I want to clarify. I’m going to blow up. I want to scream and shout aloud at that someone.

Most importantly, I WANT MY JUSTICE.

But I can’t. This time I’m silence. Some people might think I’m stupid.

One of my friend told me to forget the whole issue. Well, that's an easy thing to say than do. As I’ve to go through mentally all the things that’s happened. It’s not an easy task at all.

I feel so handicapped now. Before this, I actually feel quite good about myself and my life. About how I have been leading my life, and how I have been about everything.

I've tried not to be too hard on myself and the people around me. I need and I know that to accept imperfections in life are perfectly alright. I know, I know. But the reality is, it’s HARD.

Please give me a break. I'm still trying to balance.
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bong~bong @// 31.10.09

Friday, October 16, 2009
♥ Some days.....

Some days I've been moody.

Some days I’m feeling so unfair.

Some days I don't like my job.

Some days I get frustrated too often.

Some days I feel like quitting my job.

Some days I just want to be alone

I think it's because I'm so tired, no determination, no motivation, no dreams…. My everyday's mundanely of life make me drag my feet to work sometimes.

And these days, my Melody has been a bit cranky than normal. She loves to cry, she’s been crying on and off for everything and anything (Terrible 3???). Don't ask me why, I have learnt to not question her love for torturing her mummy.

A lot of people seem to be enjoying every minute of their time with their kids, having fun, feeling honored and privileged...

I mean, I do enjoy it too, in general. Otherwise I won't be doing it for so long.

So what am I missing out here? What are their secrets?

My dream, my biggest dream now, is to be alive, I think that would be sufficient.

I so want to feel alive again. I need to.

Life is too short to waste on waiting for time to pass.
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bong~bong @// 16.10.09

Monday, October 12, 2009
♥ Melody first movie treat

Melody first movie treat on 11 Oct 09 - Cloudy with a chance of meatballs.. Nice show and we enjoyed every bits.. I'm looking forward to our next movie date - The Princess and The frog
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bong~bong @// 12.10.09

Wednesday, October 07, 2009
♥ Checking out the Zoo again..



Well, Zoo-ing again.. The kids has a blast there!

The Zoo's crowd was pretty huge as we didn't get to watch any of the shows.

But anyway, it sure is worth the visit! And it really nice to see families everywhere, spending their Sunday together.
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bong~bong @// 7.10.09